A little hungry

Nothing will ever look as majestic as Japanese food.

right or wrong

Today, this moment on, I want to live the way I desire. 

Pride

 

(Credits: Saera)

"I realise that it is nothing but pride." 
In the end what filled the void of the empty hearts was pride. 
Pride is not a lot, but it was enough to for men to throw their lives on the line. 

 

 

Endlessly

 

My family is excellent in stress induction, everybody wants something from somebody. I hate adults' affair, but sadly, I am  a l w a y s  caught in the middle of whatever they are facing. They call it 'sharing their day', but I am always obligated to help them because I'm their ONLY family they rely on. Oh, the impending break out within the family. Days like these I can only look at pictures of you and wished my family can be more like yours.

From my generation on, my family would be givers. Even when we are down with nothing, we will still be willing to give. We'll give everything. Time, money and love. We will give and not expect or demand return.

 

For the more you give, the more your receive.
And I hope for love and happiness in abundance.

Uke

H got me a ukulele for our very late anniversary gift, he tried learning all the Frozen soundtrack to teach me, but I stopped him because I liked a whole other genre of music.

I'm starting to feel bored with going out on dates, I just want to hang out with my best friend.

I must have mistaken a hell month for hell week because even after last week, I'm still fighting against time for submissions, projects and test... WHILE juggling a lot more other things like work, and rest.

In the end, it's all about upping your game.

"He's the man permeated with depth and complexity,"

Pecks

Hw always take really ridiculous pictures of me doing the most ridiculous things ever - singing, eating, pouting etcetera.

It's a love / hate affair, sometimes I look at them and wondered if that's how he saw me. Is that what he thought was pretty????? I really want to know, but he is so bad with the truth especially when it comes to my appearance. He always tells me I am beautiful even when I'm in my loose oversized shirt, fbt and glasses. It's unrealistic, but he wants me to believe it.

This week is HELL WEEK for me. I'm very unprepared for the week, and for some reason somebody's house phone has been going off since last night? I am both terrified and annoyed, can it stop already?

Yay

It's like a reward for all the shitty things I've previously been experienced. I think bf is magnificent, I love it when he pick out the clothes for me at flea. Or when he says "$10 only, just buy man", such a good sport.

I stayed over..again, and in the morng when Honwee's dad was going to buy Honwee breakfast, HIS DAD SAID "aiya don't need to buy for Crystal and Minhui (hw's sister), both confirm sleep until very late"


I hate how well hw's family know me, YOU ALL KNOW MY BAD HABITS, NOOOOOO.

Yes, it's Friday. Activities-filled weekend, here we come.

Somebody's masterpiece

Some people are extraordinary. I am all wow-ed. (Weekend is coming)

sed

Today my school mates made me really sad,
I couldn't contain my anger.

So I seek solace in solitude,
and counted the littlest things that I am grateful for:











 

Truth is, if this is how I 'pay' for being me. I guess it's worth it.
It didn't bother me anymore.
I like my life,
I think I flatter you too much by being angry.

Dolphin on wood

Somebody drew this damn dolphin in the study room that I booked and it made me so aggressively happy. What the hell, it looks so good I hope the librarians will never remove it.

We just go along

[youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mDxcDjg9P4]

They made word press's writing space pretty. I have no idea what is the big corporations' obsession with small fonts, but I kinda dig it.


Kenneth played this at work one day, and I liked it. He said I was the first person to say that and I wondered why.

Down

It feels like the movie 'Escape Plan' when he said "break him", and they beat the crap out of Sylvester Stallone multiple times.

I remember, Sylvester Stallone, was broken. For a bit. He did not believe in himself anymore. I watched his world crumble, despite his epic talent.

I feel like that. Right now, only difference is I don't know if I have any talent to back me up.

Uh

"It's a good day to die hard", better than YOLO, but Y O L O guys!

P/s: getting my ass kicked by my assignment. Sad is an understatement for a GPA-conscious girl.

Trouble's here

I didn't sleep well for the past few days. I constantly slip in and out of slumber, which on good days, lasted for no more than 5 hours.

I am getting really sick, and can no longer keep up with Honwee because that hellweeker is up and fresh by 8am.

I couldn't do that.

My body is overwhelmed by fatigue, cell by cell. Plagued with the incapability to stay up and completed my task, the feeling of helplessness consumes my mind.

I feel really sad, I want to listen to sad songs, although it does nothing but hurt my head. Why do I crave for pain so much?