"but you guys have dreams that grades can buy" - Jasmine
I always feel very bummed after a tough paper. I kept asking myself, "why am I so stressed?!". There is only one answer - because the outcome is uncertain and important. Which then lead me to another question, why do I want so badly to be on directors' list! How does that benefit me. After much thought, I suppose I do not need to attend university to feel great about myself anymore. Sure it would be nice if I am given a chance, but I figured, if my 'slot' could go to another person that needs a degree to lead a happy life, well then, it's cool too. I was catching up with Nat and she told, "ultimately, I guess its about being truly happy, and I know you are". Hey, does that mean I am progressing really well from feeling sad, troubled and anxious all the time to being happy? That's nice to know! :)